It has been such a long time since my last entry. I tried to find something funny or happy to tell you about but have not been successful. As for the bad and sad things, this place is full of them. Every single day, something harmful happens to someone. Last night, I was organizing my locker and found the following lines. I don’t know when I wrote them:
A changed occurred inside of me for I have been a prisoner of grief.
I was so scared I lived in fear from day to day, from week to week and from month to month.
But I feel this change inside of me.
O God, please let this grief be gone and help me be free.
I won’t forget the love we’ve shared.
It is in my heart and I still care.
But Today I know that I have changed.
Although my life has been rearranged.
Now I will start my life anew.
The grief is there but the joy is too.
God has led my loved one home to a special place in heaven and God send me an angel that brings me comfort and with whom I am one again whole.
Thank you God for everything.
